To Think That

You know who you are: I answer you in your own way. You know who you are.

To think that I said those three words.
To think that I meant them with body, soul and heart.
To think that I rushed into this..
To think that I had been so naïve.

To think that I thought we could go through this.
To think that love could happen at our age. (Kudos SaraH)
To think that I was saddened by the events.
To think that I would say the words again.

To think that I wanted to talk to you.
To think that I lived for our MSN convos.
To think that I enjoyed every message we exchanged.
To think that I keep them with me, in computer and heart.

To think that our hearts feel the same.
To think that they can they can be viewed in a mirror.
To think that they are split, down the center.
To think that that cut can never be mended.

To think that that wound will heal over time.
To think that the scar will last for ever.
To think that only love can dampen the pain.
To think that the pain was worth it.

To think that I will not pretend.
To think that I will not lead my life behind a mask of indifference.
To think that I will be your friend, your friend and nothing more.
To think that I would do it all over again.